Pics from the past

Hi there. I've been gone for ages but now I feel like it is time to come back. But in a nutshell, I was so lost with my future, what should I do when I feel horribly miserable in my current city and all I do is long back to the north. I almost moved back to my home but then again it is time for me to stop running away all the problems that I and no one else has developed for oneself. It does not matter where I live, these things just keep haunting me for rest of mylife if I don't stood up and face them. So, I decided to stay. I don't want to live so far away from my Viking (<3) and then again I am so used to live in town so in a long term the country-living would drive me nuts since all I got to do is just my master thesis and nothing else. Well, I am going to spend some time at my parents since I've got a job for summer and September, but the rest of my summer is most likely going to be very busy with travelling around Finland and cooking festival food for hungry, drunk people :D

But, the point if this post is my past that is fortunately only past now. I used to be very sick just 5-6 years ago and these photos are from that era.

At these times I was nothing but skin and bones and sure as hell I don't miss this. Sometimes I feel anxious about my weight but then again I try to remember how much I have to be grateful of. I am healthy, I've got two legs and pair of arms, I can walk and function like a  human being is supposed to. I need to cherish and love my body and give every possible attention for it. It has deserved it.

Hammer Open Air 2013

Hi fellas, long time no see! I've been and I sure as hell will be quite busy for next three weeks, since we are going to move to Oulu. Past 2 weeks I've travelled and spent some time at Turku, working and also having fun at my favourite festival.

Hammer Open Air was now arranged for the fourth time. Why is it my favourite? Well, it's nice and cozy, not too big (just about 1000 persons per day) and prices are very reasonable. And of course all the people make the occasion very special, I never meet all my friends and make new ones as often.

In this picture I am hanging with my dear friends Daemiana and Elzy. I already miss those lovely ladies <3

I had some melon-scented cleaning wipes with me, and they were a huge hit amongst all the metalheads :D

 Here's my outfit from Friday. The hoodie is bought from Etsy (surprise...) and it's crafted by the seller. I like it!

Second outfit and the top is seen on an older post (Lip Service). Combat boots are my the most trustworthy partner on festivals, I practically live in them for the whole summer!

This is it

So, I wasn't absent from the blogospehere (is it an urban word?) for too long. But! I actually did not plan this. This just happened. I was working today as I ALWAYS do on every single June since 2005, and it just popped into my mind. Why wouldn't I try again? But this time I wanted to do it in a different way. As you have noticed, this time I will be blogging only in English, because I did also have some international readers and it's really shitty to write in two different languages. And because Google translator sucks, big time. But, here I am, former Countess Báthory is now Alternative hippie and I think it suits me better now as I am not the same person I used to be.

But, here is some information about the  person I am now:

1. I am 20-something year old young woman from north. I really love it in here, and would really love to stay here. Like, for the rest of my life.

2. I have a hadgehog, he is an African pygmi and super cute albino gentleman. He is called hedgehog or Hedggie.

3. At the moment I am studying at the university but we'll see how it's going to turn out. Not so sure about it anymore.

4. I have done more mistakes in one year than in my whole life before that. But hopefully I have now learned enough and don't ever have to repeat my fails again.

5.It's not a surprise nor a secret that I am not mentally ok. Don't actually know yet, what's the actual problem, but it seems to have something to do with bipolar or borderline personality.

6. I have the most amazing boyfriend on earth, and I couldn't be more grateful for him. He is my own viking - as he has super long, blond hair and red beard ;)

7. I have been totally hateful, misanthropic son of a bitch, but nowadays I consider myself kind, you may say even friendly. Maybe I've grown up, don't know.

8. I love love LOVE black metal, but I also listen very various music - female artists like Lana del Ray and also grunge.

9. I also used to be an atheist, but now I think that it may be wiser not to say for sure anything about existence of God - or gods. Why should I?

10. I am not that phisolophic all the time, I promise. This blog will mainly tell about my daily life, people in it and of course about all the lovely things I admire!

Warm hug and grim welcome to all of you, new readers!

 Mr. Hedggie says hi! Or just puff.